My Illusive Angel
My illusive angel I wooed you in the passing time
Hoping one day you would soon become mine
My heart ached for your love
That which I could only dream of
The fruit of your love no one could share
Your beauty and your illusiveness is what kept
them there
You had saved your heart for another when you
were still young
To create a love song that would never be sung
He broke your heart and left an empty soul
And now no one’s love you would ever behold
While so many suitors all seemed to fade away
I kept pursuing my love to the very day
When it seemed as if the world stopped turning
And the candle light in my heart finally stopped
burning
I cried to God with so many tears
As I had begun to realize my deep hidden fears
A beautiful and illusive angel was she
But our love was never meant to be
For it was on the first day of May
That He took my darling angel away
No one will ever know of the deep grief that I feel
A sinking ship from its bow to it’s keel
Oh why, God did you do such a terrible thing to me
All that I wanted to have I could only see
Now she has gone in the twinkling of an eye
Like the fluttering wings of a passing beautiful butterfly
The clock ticks on and so have I
The chance to wed had already passed us by
I have found in this life another to be my wife
To give my love and share my life
But my heart remains heavy as my love
burns like an eternal flame
Deep in my heart I shall always feel the pain
Oh my loving God why would you let me see that
Which could never be
Was it just that you were punishing me
For the rest of my life I shall continue to pray
For which there will come another day
When she shall give her heart to me
One bright day in eternity
Today the sad bells ring with such a resounding sound
For today they buried my angel into the ground
God, I would have done what you wanted me to do
I would have done my best to have always been true
God please tell me that there is no hell
For if you have ever meant to punish me you have surely done it well
For today love has finally closed the door
And my sweet angel, she will breathe no more
My love for her has stood the test of time
I have tasted the taste of bittersweet wine
I have overreached for a dream and now I am left to cry
For a sweet tender yearning that has passed me by
For her there shall never be another tomorrow
And I have come to know the meaning of sorrow
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